Jades heart lives on x x / Nanny Barbara (Nanny)Read >>
Jades heart lives on x x / Nanny Barbara (Nanny)
Prince Harry and the girl who has Jades heart - At a pre-awards reception he met with the young winners of each award category including Nellie-Mai Evans, from Warcop, Cumbria, who was seven months old when she was diagnosed with Cardio Myopathy, which required a heart transplant just four months later.
She has since battled cancer three times and suffered a severe stroke, which has left her suffering from fits - which hospitalise her regularly - and behavioural issues.
Indeed, although she has ‘died’ on several occasions, she continues to amaze her family by fighting back against all expectations.
Nellie-Mai, nine - the most inspirational young person in the 7-10 age group - had Harry in fits of laughter as she playfully hit him with a balloon animal and asked: ‘Are you a clown? Can you make me a balloon animal please?’
‘I will try to but I can’t make any promises,’ said the prince. Close
When you lose a child / Nanny Barbara (Nanny)Read >>
When you lose a child / Nanny Barbara (Nanny)
When we lose our children, we don't just lose them at the stage they were when they passed. We lose them at every stage we missed, and our hearts will forever ache with that knowledge. There's a whole crock of crap that says grief follows a method. It stays neatly in lines, clean, tame, strategic. When a child dies before a parent, there is nothing normal, neat clean, or tame about that.
For the rest of our life's I'll be missing the should-haves. Her little years. Her growing years. The moments she should be making me rip my hair out, then the sweet ones, like the day I take her to get her license. Or the day she tells me she is going to get married. Or the day that she becomes a mother. I'll never get those days. Grief will never be methodical or neat.
And one thing I've learned from mothers much further along in this journey than me: grief doesn't end. Out of a broken, beating heart comes endless love as it ebbs and flows through the constant cycles of grief. Sometimes gentle, sometimes heavy. The reminders are always there. The love is always there. After all, a mother never stops loving the child she carried. Close
8 years tomorrow! / Grace Voller (Close friend )Read >>
8 years tomorrow! / Grace Voller (Close friend )
wow, it's been a long few years without you princess. I wish you were down here joining in with all the exciting things that are going on, I wish you could've done your work experience with me, you always told me how you wanted to be a primary school teacher, you would've loved it and I know the kids would've loved you! Everyone loved you baby girl! You had a special spark about you; the kind you could light up a room with your smile and make everyone feel special. You're my bestfriend gorgeous, and I hope you are looking down on me proud of me, I want to achieve a lot in life for the both of us, I wish I could watch you grow up into the beautiful young lady I know you would be, but it's a shame I can't! I love you forever, ill miss you until the day we'll meet again👼xxxxxx Close
"If ever there is a tomorrow / Nanny Barbata (Nanny)Read >>
"If ever there is a tomorrow / Nanny Barbata (Nanny)
"If ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together... there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart... I'll always be with you." A.A. Milne, Winnie the Pooh Close
I miss you! / Grace Voller (Close Friend )
Jade, every night I go to bed thinking about you, wondering about what you'd look like now, how beautiful you'd be, but then I wonder, you were always an angel really! I have dreams about you, then I wake up wishing it was reality, wishing we could do all the things bestfriends do. But no matter what, I always have loved you and I always will.. You're such an amazing girl, so beautiful and you put a smile on everybody's face. I remember when you used to come round to stroke max(he still misses you) ehe, and then ended up having dinner. We used to hide in cupboards and in your playhouse so I didn't have to go home because every second that I spend with you was a minute well spent. Oh, and when we used to sit infront of your dressing up table pretending to blow-dry our hair, and playing teachers just before we made sure your bedroom was tidy as it was when I came round, because you were such a tidy girl! Next month it will be 7 years until god gave you wing's and invited you to heaven, its gone so quickly, it feels like yesterday we were at school playing hide and seek together, but we hid together because we didn't want to be apart. I love and miss you angel, I hope your watching me write this so you know exactly how much I miss you! Love you now, always, and forever, Grace xxxxxx Close
Miss you / Lewis Fay (Friend)
Love You Jade, Will always miss you and will never forget you. Close
How your Mum feels x / Nanny Barbara (Nanny)Read >>
How your Mum feels x / Nanny Barbara (Nanny)
When child loss occurs, life for us is never again the same. Every holiday, every vacation, every special event in life has a feeling of being "incomplete" -- there's always something missing inside that we're acutely aware of, and that something is our child. On the outside we may look fine, but inside -- deep within our soul -- there is always, always that "knowing" that our child isn't there. We never "get over" the loss of a child. We just learn now to live with the hole left by the absence of our child. Close
joved and never be forgoten! / Liam Colins (friend)Read >>
joved and never be forgoten! / Liam Colins (friend)
jade is been so long now and we all love you and miss you so much we all love you and i hope your doing ok up there with the angles we love you jade i mis you :'( Close
miss you! / Grace Voller (close friend )
Its almost been 6 years since you left us princess. You'll left our lives but not our hearts. Not a day goes past where I don't love you, think about you or miss you! You'll always be a bestfriend of mine! God needed a beautiful angel that's why he chose you. He knew you were perfect for the job. I hope your having fun in heaven with all the other angels, if only you had the internet, you could see how much everyone misses you and all the lovely things that are said about you. Love you jade, always have and always will xxxxxx Close
~REMEMBERING JADE ON HER BIRTHDAY~ / CATHY~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD Read >>
~REMEMBERING JADE ON HER BIRTHDAY~ / CATHY~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD
To My Darling Jade, / Debbie Stoner (Mother)Read >>
To My Darling Jade, / Debbie Stoner (Mother)
To My Darling Jade, I wonder where you are and what you are doing! Tomorrow is going to be your 13th birthday, my daughter a teenager, cant believe it!
If only you were here so i could see you get all excited! What would you have wanted an iphone, blackberry or a laptop! Or would it have been hair dyes and make up! lol Like everyday i would do anything just to have you back even if it was to argue, slammed doors and you saying you hate me because i wont let you stay out with your friends!! All these things i miss and would love to have! Lots of love my precious daughter Angel Jade!!! Close
thinking of you jade, i hope your still smiling like you always did, i'd like debbie to know that when i can fill out my own doctors form, i will make it clear that i want to donate whatever organs i can when im gone
Christmas/ Debbie Stoner (Mummy)
HAPPY CHRISTMAS MY SWEET ANGEL DAUGHTER!!! You are missed everyday but times like christmas you are missed even more and a hard reminder that you are no longer here. I would do anything to have you back and waking me up for your presents!! Missing you and wishing i could have one your cuddles as that would be one the best christmas presents ever!!! Love you lots my princess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
always in our thoughts x / Emma Hancock (none)Read >>
always in our thoughts x / Emma Hancock (none)
your in so many peoples thoughts and prayers today and everyday far and wide people who didnt even have the joy of knowing you or how precious you were!!
such a special girl and strong family xxxxx sleep well angel xxxxx Close
To Sarah / Debbie Stoner (Jades Mummy )
Dear Sarah Im really hoping you are going to see this! Thank you so much for your lovely message you did the right thing getting in touch and i was over the moon to hear from you. I would love to hear from you again but not so public. Here is my email address firstname.lastname@example.org please get in touch it would be wonderful to hear from you again. Sending you and your family my love and if i dont hear from you again a BIG THANK YOU for the message you sent it meant so much! xxxxx Close
Always missed and thought of / Julie Linbourn (mums friend )Read >>
Always missed and thought of / Julie Linbourn (mums friend )
We miss you Princess Jade. Theres no more words to say xxx Close